My heart is full and I want to write The past few days/weeks have slowly become unbearable for me. I am slowly hating my daily routine, I want to flunk it all our but i know starting all over again will be harder and it’s not worth it right now to lose it all. Most times I want to stay in bed all day and just cry and do nothing, so highly unmotivated to do anything except study and pray. But.. God is taking me through a process that feels very lonely. I know that God wants me to learn to keep company with Him and lots more, the process *feels* hard but it will be worth it and even if I never fully get it, I will be content because God is enough for me.